Mon, Apr. 2nd, 2007, 11:14 pm
So, I'm single again. Tired as shit, sick yet again. I need to...work on that eating healthy thing...School is almost over and I'm expecting a B average, which is chill.
I will have worked my longest week since probably Christmas this week (Friday-Thursday of this week, only stoping because of Good Friday, how sad). It's ever worse when you have co-workers who complain about having to work "all weekend", one of them leaves are noon for something. If they don't have serious mental problems, they also KNOW that I work almost every fucking day that I don't have a shit load of classes on. Remember to never complain to the person who goes constantly, it's a wonder how I get sleep at night with everything that is expected of me.
With that, I'm hoping to pick up more shifts at the 'Blaws this summer, mo money means less work? I'm not really sure, but I get paid more and I REALLY need this cash if I want to go to Paris in June, take a summer course, pay for school next year and for my annual bus pass. I can do it, just no time for anything. I suppose I'll need to be pulling 60 hour weeks....Will be a long summer, but hopefully worth it in the end.
I feel so under-appreciated I could cry sometimes, as with all the things I do in a week, I wish people would learn to let me be. I'm too tired for living and I'm only 20.
Sun, Mar. 4th, 2007, 10:16 pm
So it's been brought to my attention that I haven't really updated in awhile, I suppose I could write up an entry.
I have a killer headache, seriously, how can my head hurt this much, and I'm tired as fuck too. Damnit.
Work was painful today, I won't go into it.
I got my hair cut. Short, I love it. Not as short as I would have hoped, but oh well.
I'm dropping Stats for this semester, I can't do it. I'll try in the summer and hope for the best.
I've been dating Aaron for about a month, crazy eh? I didn't see that coming.
Against Me! is this Wednesday, here's hoping I don't forget about it like I have been for the past few weeks.
Shout Out Out Out Out was awesome, like seriously, go see them play.
I still can't believe how bad my head is killing me.
My mp3 player died, but I'm going to get a new one, much the same as Chelsea's, upload all my files onto it, then wipe my computer and make assimilate it to be entirely in English (from Korean). Basically when I got it, I couldn't find the Windows the computer came with, which was needed, anyways, so they put a burned copy of English Windows on my computer, but it didn't make the computer entirely English, so somethings still come up in Korean, and that's bad, especially since it's like when I'm uploading a program to my computer...
I'm saving my money hardcore style.
Andrew is in DC for an undertermined amount of time, he's got a job and I hope to god stays for a few months.
March is upon us and like last year, I've been experiencing some terrible anxiety, damn I could barely sit still on the bus today. Anyways, please don't expect much from me, while I am dropping Stats, I don't know how much that'll make things better, and Sue wants me to come in earlier because of March break, so I'm not even like getting more time to study...nurrr. But we'll see.
I think that's it. I can't wait for May Camp!
Fri, Feb. 2nd, 2007, 12:00 am
So umm, anyone want to go to California with me at the end of April? It'd be so awesome words cannot express it....http://www.coachella.com/event/lineup
Also, "Remains-Alkaline Trio" is pretty sweet cd, they're all previously released tracks, but mostly off of compilations or EPs, so it's nice for those of us who don't buy those to have non-pirated copies. That and it's pretty awesome in general. I love the song "Rooftops", but I think the first time I listened to it was at Nick's last spring, and I was too...something to enjoy and fall in love with the song. I also really enjoy the commentary, kinda reminded me of them at the show, how Skiba said things, but not that much, it was kinda here's things, and Dan's all stuff and things that happened and then this, and stuff, kinda like how it's awesome? Anyways...ack. Good times.
In other news: Things that happened to me.
Thu, Jan. 11th, 2007, 12:42 pm
So, as you all may know by now, a main character on Degrassi has died. I don't think they've done this before, especially without reason, watching the little goodbye video they made for the actor, it didn't say that he was going off somewhere else, just looks like they killed off his character. In anycase, it was JT Yorke, a youngin' from the beginning. To me it's just weird seeing him all grown up and stuff, I mean, I've mostly just been watching the first 2 seasons of the new series, trying to get caught up and shit. So I wasn't watching the newer episodes, but it just looks like they're trying to address gang violence within schools? I didn't think it was a big problem, but maybe it is in Toronto? ah probably not. Anyways, it was awkwardly done, and if you watch what I'm assuming is next week's episode Toby really pisses me off. But I suppose he was more concerned about Liberty then being sad? Either that or, he dealt with it differently? I'm not sure, I don't know how these things work, or maybe I do, everyone just does it differently, you'd just think that for a tv show, he'd show a little more sadness to the fact that his best friend was killed.
In anycase, Degrassi High will be on DVD this spring, yes! But if you Ebay Degrassi High, it's on DVD in Australia...not bad prices either, a little more than I'd want, but I think I'll just wait for 'em to be in my local store thing...
Anyways, I gave up my life for Degrassi, so there it is.
Tue, Dec. 26th, 2006, 02:45 pm
mmm deliciously fat babies. I love my baby cousin, he's so fat.
So I decided it was time for another update. I don't update this thing nearly enough, and most of the time I never have anything to say.
I always see myself as a negative person, unhappy with everything. But my new friends from school don't understand how I think of myself like that, they always see me as so happy and hyperactive. That I never say overly negative things to give them a reason to think that I'm not emotionally secure with myself. So now I sit here and wonder how have I changed? I guess I really am doing much better than last year, and more specifically the year before. I couldn't imagine seeing myself so happy and full of like back then, and here I am. Happy, nice, I suppose easily approachable since everyone will come talk to me now.
In anycase, enough of this revelation. I have my International Political Economy exam in the morning, I need to do good, but I haven't really been trying. I hope I can scrape by with a 70% even though I'll probably need more. Luckily my prof gave us all the questions that will be on the exam, I studied four of them, and two of them I know inside out, so hopefully I can do alright tomorrow morning.
Other than that, I want to find a date for New Years, after last years shit that went down, I don't want to be alone, preferably not drunk, and yea, don't want to feel alone and stuff around couply people. I'd like to go to Tommy and Prianka's, I heard something about it being classy and stuff...
Goin' to Toronto on Friday! WOOT...still need to get an ISIC card...balls.
Fri, Dec. 1st, 2006, 06:45 pm
I did not take a picture today because well, I want nothing to do with the outside world until it stops the freezing rain, why can't Dec. 1/06 be as pretty as '04? I don't get it. Whores.
So I got a facebook, it's fun, random people keep adding me, and random photos from May camp past have been coming back to haunt me.
My chest got bigger, damn pills, now all my bras don't fit me.
School is a bitch, and the souvenir store will be some sort of whore next week, fuck getting time off work before exams.
I'm too bitter and cynical today, I feel as though I'll will emotionally break someone soon.
Wed, Nov. 29th, 2006, 11:51 pm
So a few things have happened, and in no particular order here they are:
1) Today was new contacts day. Now many of you may not actually wear contacts, but let me tell you, I love new contacts day, so much so, that I may get dailies sometime, just so that everyday, will become new contacts day.
2) I met a boy on the weekend. His name is Shawna and he goes to school in Oshawa (I wasn't aware Oshawa had schools...). In anycase, he's cute.
3) I get to dress up all fancy style to go to the casino on Saturday, it will be fun.
4) Tenacious D sucked. So hardcore. I was so pissed we went to see that, fuckers.
5) Mike B, has been bugging the shit out of me to go to this party on Saturday, and it's kinda annoying. I have other plans, and even still, I can't stay out late, and I won't be drinking. So going to a party with drunken fools and most likely on the opposite side of town, no fucking way.
6) I have a 30 page term paper to finish for Monday. I haven't started yet. Woot go me!
7) I got Krazy glue all over my fingers today while trying to fix my headphones, stupid things keep breaking. In anycase, my fingers with the glue feel all numb now...Wheeeee.
8) I got a lot of Christmas shopping done last week, and chilling with Chelsea was da bomb (yes da bomb).
9) What else can I say? I lead a boring life. I watched Laguna Beach tonight, yea yea, laugh it up.
10) I'm in the slow process of setting up some sort of Face Book, if only I weren't so lazy.
Mon, Nov. 20th, 2006, 12:44 pm
I suppose it's time for another update!
Lately I haven't been able to get myself to school, I used to never skip my classes so much before. Oh well, I'm not too behind on anything, the only class I'm behind in is PSCI 2602, and I just can't seem to care, I wish my marks had been posted before the drop date, so that I could have dropped it. Oh well, now I just need to write a 12-15 page eassy on the collapse of the Bretton Woods System...
I had two essays to do last week, one I pulled an all nighter, the second was so bloody easy I finished it in liek 2 hours, just watch me fail though. Oh well, that one's a full year course, not too concerned about it right now.
I haven't been working much, and it's hurting my wallet. I need to stop drinking and doing things in general. Or at least start going to shows with people who don't drink. It's annoying to be at a show and end up drinking, arr. Oh well. I've been trying to hit up more local shows this year, they're quite fun, cheap and happen more often. Seeing as the next band I want to see not from Ottawa will be Raise Fist, and I still need to find someone who will go with me. Jenny came back yesterday I think. Whoo! I just need to tell her I can't go out drinking all that much, everything is so fucking expensive, which reminds me, I still need to order Katie's present. I know I'll keept putting it off until half way through Dec. and it won't get here on time for Christmas, good times.
Snap, anyways, who's up for Casino Royale? I think we're aiming for a Thursday type of thing. I don't know though.
P.S. Jenny is home! Jenny, Absinthe, Laguna Beach, and Presents for Wednesday! I'm excited!
Sun, Nov. 5th, 2006, 09:16 pm
"Remember remember, the fifth of November"
I remembered! I watched it in the summer and was all "cool", then I was talking to one of my coworkers today, and she's from England and she was commenting on how it was a national holiday today. And I'm all wait, hold the phone, V for Vendetta.
In anycase, I read up on it when I got home, and then put the movie on, I want to get the graphic novel, and I've been meaning to for awhile. But I suppose I can now since my mom is working at Indigo and can get me a 30% discount, which would be nice and such.